The Answer God Awaits: 'Here Am I, Send Me’
Life often makes it seem like we’re waiting on God, when in truth, He’s the one waiting on us.
The prophet Isaiah once heard God ask, “Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?” While today’s Church is far from that of Isaiah’s time, God’s question still echoes in the heart of modern ministry. And much like Isaiah, there are those disciples who step forward with a
“Here am I. Send me” response—just like Allan and Myra Desacula.
Allan and Myra Desacula are the current leaders of ICOC Bulacan. Both were reached out in the Singles Ministry. Myra’s journey began when her sister invited their mother to a Women’s Day service. However, when their mother felt unwell before the service, she asked Myra to attend in her place. At the service, Myra was warmly welcomed by disciples who encouraged her to study the Bible. That moment marked the beginning of her spiritual journey, eventually leading her to build deep convictions about her relationship with God.
After a few years of being a disciple, Myra met Allan through her best friend, who happened to be Allan’s cousin. Allan pursued a romantic relationship with Myra twice, but she remained firm in her convictions. Instead, Myra encouraged Allan to study the Bible.
At the time, Allan did not fully understand Myra’s reasons or the importance of studying the Bible, but he agreed to it anyway.
Initially, his intention was to grow closer to Myra. However, that did not stop God from moving in his heart. As Allan continued studying the Bible, he began to deepen his understanding of God’s Word.
Over time, Allan found himself no longer pursuing Myra, but God.
Eventually, Allan accepted Jesus as his Lord and Savior, becoming a fruit of the Nehemiah Project. This month-long, church-driven initiative aims to rebuild, strengthen, or expand evangelistic efforts. The project is inspired by the biblical figure Nehemiah, who led the rebuilding of Jerusalem’s walls in the Old Testament.
As a young disciple, Allan immediately devoted much of his time to serving in the Children’s Ministry. Despite his busy schedule, he often made time to create props for the children, even making them during encouragement dates. As Allan remained faithful in serving God, so did God remain faithful to him.
Allan and Myra began dating in the Kingdom, which later led to a joyful and fruitful marriage. Little did they know, their marriage would also become an instrument used by God to help grow a church He dearly loves:
ICOC Bulacan.
ICOC Bulacan, formerly known as the Bulacan Christian Church, was planted in 2006 with a total of nineteen disciples. Over time, God blessed the church, and it grew to nearly thirty members. However,
the church experienced frequent shifts in leadership, creating instability. Eventually, when the seat of leadership was left vacant once again, Allan and two other core group leaders met to decide who would take on the role.
Both leaders unanimously agreed to appoint Allan as the point person to represent Bulacan in every meeting. Driven by the Spirit, Allan wholeheartedly accepted the role
and stepped up to serve the church. Through his response, Allan followed the example of the prophet Isaiah, only this time his words are:
“May need yung Church, so someone has to step up… Mararamdaman mo yun if you’re part of a family, and if the head of the family is gone, sino yung magte-take charge? The Spirit compels you to do something about it.
(The church is in need, so someone has to step up… You’d feel it if you were part of a family—and if the head of the family is gone, who will take charge? The Spirit compels you to act).”
Due to the constant changes in leadership, the church in Bulacan remained stagnant for almost four years. They also gave up their church building and became a mobile church, meeting in different locations every Sunday. Some services were even held in the homes of generous disciples. Without a fixed venue, it became increasingly difficult to invite people to attend. While the disciples remained committed to attending meetings of the body, with them carpooling to the venue, this season of stagnancy raised serious concerns.
In one meeting, Allan learned that the leaders of ICOC Philippines were considering
dissolving the church in Bulacan.
The church was given a challenge: call the disciples back to the fellowship or face dissolution.
Allan relayed this to the core group leaders of ICOC Bulacan. Though this was difficult news,
it served as a wake-up call that led to repentance. The disciples responded to the challenge much like the Prophet Isaiah did—willing to be used and ready to be sent.
Even while the church was stagnant, God never stopped calling them to action. And when they finally responded, God blessed them abundantly. He sent more mature disciples to strengthen the core group. Each leader was able to share their thoughts on every concern, and together they discussed and discerned the best decisions for the church. In time, they found an affordable venue that gave them a fixed location for worship. They made the most of the space by holding Bible studies immediately after Sunday services. They also deepened their spiritual relationships through constant prayer, regular follow-ups, and intentional time spent together.
As a result of these efforts,
ICOC Bulacan flourished into the church it is today, now with over seventy members. ICOC Bulacan remains a united family in Christ that helps and builds each other up. The church continues to dream big for the Kingdom, with a vision to raise up the next generation of leaders. They actively encourage campus students to serve and take part in the ministry.
When Sherwin prayed for God to introduce Himself all those years ago, he simply longed to grow a deeper relationship with Him. He never imagined that prayer would become God's way not only of revealing Himself to Sherwin but also of using both Sherwin and Jackie to introduce Himself to many others. What began as a personal prayer became a powerful testimony—one that shows how God truly meets us where we are. Whether in seasons of seeking, struggle, or service, He calls us, equips us, and walks with us every step of the way. Sherwin and Jackie’s story is a living reminder that God does not wait for us to be ready or qualified. Instead, He qualifies the called, writing beautiful stories through imperfect lives surrendered to Him. In addition, they aim to establish a Bible talk in every municipality and town in the province. Alongside this, they remain focused on reaching out to and strengthening fellow disciples in the faith.
The story of Allan and Myra Desacula, and of ICOC Bulacan as a whole, is a testament to what God can do through hearts that are willing to respond. In seasons of uncertainty, God was never absent. He was simply waiting. And when His disciples finally said, "Here am I. Send me," He moved powerfully through them. Their journey reminds us that revival does not begin with perfect circumstances but with willing hearts. As ICOC Bulacan continues to grow, it stands as living proof that when we answer God’s call, He equips, He multiplies, and He transforms—not just individuals, but entire churches.
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